Yesterday night, I went out with a cute girl. We had a lot fun hanging out in the club. I think I like her but it is just single sided love. I tried to call her today but she either ignored me or she really forgot her phone at home. I was very sad and lonely. I kept wondering what I should do to be better. I am lot more open now compare to how I was 3 years ago. I guess that is not enough..... I work out a lot too. Looking at the mirror, I felt like I was looking at an ugly loser. Now what I want the most is to hear her voice, her smile and her cute face. But once again I find myself buried in the darkness of my room. Life is never like how you want it to be.
A question pops up in my head: should I keep on chasing her or giving up? She will go T&T which is very far from where I live soon. Why should I try to start a love which will end shortly? will that hurt me and her even more? Is it best to leave everything as it is now?
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